‘What does love look like? It has the hands to help others. It has the feet to hasten to the poor and needy. It has eyes to see misery and want. It has the ears to hear the sighs and sorrows of men …… That is what love looks like.’ - St. Augustine

Sunday, November 19, 2017

I'm Here

Its been a long while. I've changed. So very much has changed. 

I'm not sure if I'm going to write again here or start a private blog. Still contemplating. But I feel like writing tonight and I still can't hold a pen for more than a sentence or two, so here I am. 

Tonight I have been contemplating the changes my brain has undergone from Lyme. If it weren't so upsetting, I'd find it fairly fascinating. I am no longer an extrovert. That's been a hard transition. I miss the old me. The new me wants to be alone most of the time. The new me craves immense solitude. The new me still can't handle being in public for very long. The new me avoids people, events and parties. The new me is perfectly content to be alone for hours on end. I think the only way to really deal with this is to accept it and adjust. I'm trying.